LOVE NOTES TO MY INNER CHILD.
There are so many things I would tell this beautiful girl….
I’d tell her about how she ends up doing incredible things.
That she travels the world & lives in other countries.
I’d tell her about how she’s at a pivotal moment right here at the tender age of 13, that the pain & trauma inside of her gets to be too much and she crumbles into the depths of darkness and doesn’t think she can go on. But she does. She always does, she’s the Phoenix rising from the ashes…..and that all of the pain she is masking with alcohol, all of the darkness she is going through is happening for her. That it’s all happening for her to find her purpose & truth….it’s all happening so she can descend into the depths to find herself so she can do the work that she came to this planet to do.
I’d tell her how much she matters, how worthy she is.
How brave & courageous she is.
That she finds sobriety and breaks the pattern for her bloodline, for the next generations. That she shows up over & over again to heal and do the work.
How much I love her & see her
& that she has a beautiful baby girl.
That the walls she has carefully constructed around her heart eventually come crumbling down, that she takes off her armour & let’s love lead. That her big beautiful heart is a gift to the world when she finally allows it to open.
I’d tell her about how at her core she’s a healer, witch & priestess….& that she came here to be a leader of the light, a leader of love and that she ends up inspiring others through her stories, her life & her teachings.
That even though she feels completely lost right now, she’s not…..she’s exactly where she needs to be.
She’s perfect.
She’s whole.
She’s love…..
And that the moment she figures that out for herself is the moment she feels the freedom she is so desperately seeking.
That it’s the moment that she finds what she has always been searching for……Herself.