A couple of weeks ago I met the prostitute archetype that lives within me.

The prostitute archetype…..

The one that takes the scraps, that abandons herself & her truth for a fleeting moment of connection. The one who knows that something is not in alignment with her values and is not what she is calling in….however chases after it anyways.

I saw where I was abandoning myself in relationship, where I knew with every bone in my body that this situation could not offer me what I wanted and most importantly that this person was not available to what I am worthy of & he even stated this…but I still let it take up space in my life. I still followed it, I didn’t listen to my hell yes’ or holy no’s and what it led to was me abandoning myself & sitting in the middle zone consumed by something that was not available.

It led me to abandoning myself frequently…..which subconsciously severs the trust that I have within myself.

Because….

Every time we abandon ourselves - we stop trusting ourselves.
Every time we abandon ourselves - we feel disempowered.
Every time we abandon ourselves - we willingly give a piece of ourselves away.
Every time we abandon ourselves - we give confirmation to our abandonment wound.

And the beautiful part about when this came into my awareness is it allowed me to take my power back, to sever the ties even though I adore this person, to be a hell no - I am not available to this…..to come back to me.

To alchemize it into the gold.

That is the magic of reclaiming the shadows, of witnessing the aspects that are running the show underneath the layers - when they are brought into your awareness, brought into the seen….then they can be re-written, loved, honoured, negotiated & alchemized into what will serve you.

Into what is in alignment with your truth.
Into what empowers the Sovereign Self.

Where are you accepting scraps in life - lovers, clients, relationships, career….out of fear of nothing else coming to you? Where are you abandoning yourself? Where are the shadows that haven’t been reclaimed running the show?

I have a FREE masterclass coming up for you - Reclaiming the Shadows. June 2nd 1pm - 3pm MST.
Link is below to join.

http://www.heartsoulhealthwellness.com/reclamation-of-the-shadows