INITIATIONS OF THE HEART.

My truth is that I’m not okay like I said I was, these past four & a half months…. I haven’t been good.
My truth is that my heart is broken and I was ready to choose us this time.

My truth is that you pierced a sword into the walls of my well, a crack in the chalice that holds my holy heart

You opened a flood gate of the deepest grief.

You opened a door that allowed the deepest cleanse to take place. The pent up waters of every hurt in this life time & all the lifetimes that we have joined in this sacred dance - opened & released.

A cleansing, a flood of waters that took me out & stripped me back to the most raw, authentic version of myself to slowly rebuild the walls brick by brick, to slowly peel myself up off the bottom of the well, to climb back on my throne

To meet myself in the deepest pain, to allow my heart to crack open even more
To sit in the discomfort & accept every piece of me.

To remember who I am.
To initiate myself.

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Claim all of me.